dirtylittlesecrets.

2007-11-18T02:31:00.000+08:00

HIHIHIHI.

I've moved a few days ago on uh 11Nov to use Lj.

Goodbye Butterflyflee @ Blogspot.
Hello Lovescripts @ Livejournal.

Have a great holiday everyone!

2007-11-06T00:39:00.001+08:00

my internet connection is back long ago but i dint realised till the bill appear magically on my table so yea, i am not retarded. anyway, my blog is as good as dead so im just gna do alittle updating!

Olevels has been extremely annoying. plus me, wasting alot of time procrastinating and not doing anything productive like studying made it worse. so i'm left with my Science Paper 1 for later in the morning and POA Paper 1 next week so im offffficially free from books! Hey Ho Merry Go! SocialStudies paper was alright but i am unhappy that i wasted Sunday trying to remember facts about Good Governance and Diplomacy and Deterrance when none of it comes out even thou it was spotted as some hot topics like whatever. Population and post-war baby boom rock my cock. i pray seriously hard that i do better than my Prelims!

anyway, ive aldy declared holiday last Friday as i spent both Fri and Sat with my friends so i am a happyhappy girl! ohoh, everyone should go watch Stardust!! it was magically sweet and absolutely worth watching it for like $9.50.

time flies and i am gna guaduate from school soooon like wheee after 4 years!
so much thoughts and feelings.. k bye.

ohyeah i am seriously gna change my link soon so yea byebye you all!

2007-10-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

HEY PEEPS
NADHATTA HEREEEE.
THIS APE'S COMPUTER DOWN. BUT I DUNNO WHY MINE UPSTAIRS AH. SO AH, IM GNA BLOG FOR HERE FOR NOW.

Hi april here, hehehehe
I think Nadiah is smartest person on earth. Well, well, well, no doubt she is nice, FUNNY and the best i still her like forever. ya you know.

I miss Nadiahhatta.

2007-09-15T17:52:00.000+08:00

i'm like spending my Saturday at home since i am way to lazy to get out of the house. i am even lazy to go out so what about studying right?

it was school as usual yesterday and i really enjoyed PE cos it was really fun playing a good game of Captains' Ball yo. anyway, it was raining frogs and fishes after sch and we couldnt get out of sch. when i did, i was all wet and my shoes were soaked! my legs were feeling digustingly soggy and gross. some of them went to Glad's first and came back with umbrellas to rescue Sean, Jacob and me. we walked to Glad's and they were fooling around while me, feeling absolutely lousy about my soggy legs in soggy shoes. ): okay so we reached Glad's and they played Blackjack with coins. ordered Mac for lunch, slack around and homeeee we go.

stayed home and went out at 11 plus to go over to Sean's for a supposedly mahjong session but we only played a few rounds and ended up watching Vacancy. left his place at about 4 plus in the morning for homee.

so here i am, blogging about my totally uninteresting life.
i calculated my L1R5 for my Prelims and i got 20 points.
i need to improve. i need to study. i have no pictures to upload. ):

2007-09-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

hi everyone, my Olevels are just round the corner and i am still wasting my time away. i am in serious deep dark brown shit okay. oh, i got back most of my Prelims results except for my Eng P1 and my Prelims Chinese. needless to say, it was horrendous.

English paper 2- 30/50
Emaths- B3 ( the paper was easy and yet i cant even get an A.)
Amaths- E8 ( HAHAHA, i improved one grade.)
Science- C6 ( i hate Science.)
haha i failed my Science Practicals. what an idiot! HAHA.
Combined Humans- B3
POA- A1 ( pathetic, my only A1)
Olevels Chinese- B3

okay, i think thats all.

i think i have no life right now because my life is damn bloody mundane and routined right now. everyday is school, eat, home and sleep. the cycle goes on and on. okay maybe weekends will be a little different, hopefully.

oh plus my mom's at Switzerland right now and my sister's at Bangkok. this is how unfair life is. they're enjoying while me, school everyday. im sucha pathetic little soul. okay, see you people. i am off to try to do some work and do some revision.

motivation and momentum please. ):

2007-09-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAIRE AND BENYUN! ;D

sooo, i got home after checking out of the hotel and knocked out immediately. woke up, got ready and left house to meet the Bday girl and the rest of the boys + girls! it was great cos i did not go out with them for 572694 years! we had our dinner at East Coast, Lagoon and we had fun fooling around.! this is a damn bloody nice way to end my One Week Holiday and the sad thing is school's gna start once again. there is no more time to play and procrastinate anymore! april, you better wake up if not youre not gna do well and you'll end up crying over your lousy results!!

Picture Treat!

after swimming..

Today's Piccas. its all so random yo.
a whole collage just for my gay brother, Sufyan.
our group phooooto!
Us, girls.
Harry and meee.
Belen lover, my bestfriend, Kewei.
my Angels! >i<
oookay, i took like bloody long to blog this whole load of crap down.
so you all better be happpyyy!

2007-09-08T03:20:00.000+08:00

helloz darlingz.
me is at Meritus Mandarin for a complimentary One Night Stay.!

Wed 5Sep;
- tuition in the morning.
- Reb's House. (dvds, see her study Bio..)
- Dinner at Grand Shanghai.
- 97 with mom and the aunties.
- Party World with Sister and Friends.
- Teochew porridge at 4plus am!

Thursday 6Sep;
HOMEEEE!!!!!!!! -.-

Friday 7Sep;
the motherrrr came along to help us check into Meritus Mandarin and we had lunch at Chatterbox. nothing much after that we all went for a swim and i think i know how to swim lehxzs! okay after that we waste time and rot in the hotel then went for dinner at HK Cafee. we were all supposed to go out for some pubbing or whatsoever but thanks to Casper (the ultimate spoiler) . we ended up staying in here with lots of booze and chips! okay, im offfff to the toilet.

pictures another day or something. byeeee.

2007-09-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

i am finally updating and reviving this dying blog.
this is gna be a long post so be prepared ya'll!

thanks to my Rebecca for changing the skin for me despite her ongoing Prelims so that it would be more enticing to ya know, update. i love her for so much as she loves me! okay so like, September holidays are here and August'07 is gone with the windddd. time really flies and as usual, my O's approaching. how dreadful is that?

i mentioned that i went to catch Dead Silent on the post before Reb's right but no, we did not. (23/8) the timings suck so we ended up Prawning! yay, it was my virgin try for prawning and it was fun even though i did not catch a single prawns. Casper and Melvin caught all the prawns and we bbq-ed them. it was great but it was not enough for supper so after that we went for Teochew porridge. reached home at 4plus going 5 i think!

the rest of the week was nothing but last minute mugging for Prelims and i had Science Practicals today so yay, Prelims is officially over for meee! burning midnight oil and having Redbull for breakfast were awful.

31Aug07-
i started off my Sep holiday with Riding with my \m/ friends. i was very reluctant to go at first since the weather was murderous but i still went in the end plus i called Reb along! we spent like so much time waiting for this and that, quite annoying but its okay. so.. we (Reb, Nad, Otah, Faiz, Jason, Jacob, Sean, Amos, Zhenyu, Sid and Glad) cycled to East Coast then to Town or rather, Central area. it was so tiring but i had Fun ( must emphasize my fun with a capital F)!

2Sep07- Happy Birthday Yasmine! ;D
went to Bugis with Myn for TongSeng initially but to my or our horror, it was closed so we ended up having Swensens. lucky Glenn was working there so we manage to get some discount! we wanted to go to town but we got too lazy so we went homeee.

3Sep07-
supposedly a 9irlfriends outing to celebrate Yasmine's belated bday and Aly's early bday but Yas couldnt make it in the end. ): we did not exactly start the day well but i guess it was okay after that. we had lunch at PizzaHut and we caught Hairspray after that. the show was not as fantastic as i thought but hell, Zac Efron was seriously cute. i felt like a total bimbo while watching. Fatin's fever came back and that poor girl went off after the movie. Aly, Nad and Zak went off also. leaving Ros, Myn, Lc and me standing at the same spot for 15 mins deciding where to go. after much deciding, we went to Swensens (again!) for icecream and fries. ran our lives for bus 14 and went homeeee.

am too lazy to make a proper collage so i took random piccas!MORE piccas when Zak and Myn send me theirs!

alright, i took like super long to blog all these and post all these piccas.
last but not the very least..
i miss Kewei, Joy, Claire, Jiahui and Melsie! and and i will try to blog regularly now that i have this really pretty skin. heeeeh.

2007-09-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

Rebecca invades, after editting a nice skin for her besterestest friend, forsaking her Prelims to do this. This shows how much she loves April Chen who is born on 19 April. Remember to buy her birthday presents, christmas presents, youth day presents and more. I present to you, April's Blog!

This is me, really

April, I now leave this blog in yr hands. Take care!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2007-08-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

A picture of me so you all wont forget meeeee.
please keep me very close to your hearttttt!

TGIFFFFF! iv been feeling lazy these few days or rather, lazier than usual. so lazy that i dont even want to get out of my house on a Friday night. anyway, prelims started aldy but i am still not studying hard enough. no sense of urgency at all. ohmymother.

History, English and Amaths papers are overrrr! ;D
i studied Amaths abit just before the paper so lets just hope i wont fail so badly.

right now, i am left with Emaths, POA, SocialStudies and Science!

i need motivation and momentum.
*sings* all we need is a little bit of momentum...

soooo, what else to blog. this is sooo boring.

i should have gone to ride with \m/. okay, no.

im like talking to myself. this is so stupid.

i feel like closing my blog or maybe i'll change it to private.

or.. i can hope to Livejournal so i can lock my entries.

locking my entries sounds cool and i can make people's hearts feel itchy.

cos they cant readddd! wah, sounds good right.

but i am way to lazy to change anything so i shall be loyal.

im sticking to butterfly-fleee.

OH WAIT, i think i wanna change my url. butterfly-flee sounds dumb.

okay i think i am not making sense, thanks for wasting time reading these 10 lines.

i wanna watch the movie 881 cos i just saw the trailer on tv and damn, my sister dont want to watch with me. i am damn sad but its okay, i think we're going out later to catch Dead Silent at townnn. oh right, did i mention my iPod's like spoilt now and i have no freaking idea whyyy. i feeel so empty and lost without it.. its like no portable music, unless i sing to myself that is. HAHAHA.

you know what? i realise that if i watch gruesome movies, i will think of people chopping my hands off. hahaha such fantasieeees, not.

i feeel like slamming my sister right now. shes so damn annoying and laughing at things that are not even funny. now shes touching my face, that madpig.

okay i think it's time i end this post. it's filled with erm.. okay, nvm.

BYEBYE my people. see you around at the merry-go-round.

2007-08-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

my entries are getting lesser compared to last time. aaaalright. 5 days without sch's great but sadly, school's gna resume as per normal yet again.! how dreadful.

Wed, 8 Aug 07-
i went to school for the National Day celebration and this might probably be the last time we're all gna celebrate National Day officially. left sch after celebration with Myn and went to Airport to pig out. we had Popeyes! after that, we went to the Viewing Mall to erm, sit around and ended up falling asleeeep for a while. we woke up and left for Swensens. it was crazy cos i had Topless 5 on my own while she had some chocolate thingy! the both of us wanted to donate some blood but we needed some parents consent so yea, it was so gay.

Thur, 9 Aug 07-
Happy Birthday Singapore and my dad. oookay, 9 Aug. z-.-z
- i went for lunch with Dad, Aunt and Grandma at Suntec.
- Aunt's house.
- Dad came, sent me home.
- home.
- went out, town.
- caught Secret. i thought the movie was great with a twist.
- home.

Fri, 10 Aug.07-
Rebecca came over in the afternoon and watched some movies. we had this stupid catfight and it was really funny! i love you Reb. ;D met Jason, Faiz and Jacob to ride (okay fine, they ride i cycle) to East Coast for our so-called Feasting at Lagoon! lol, i had my fun. then Sean, Otah and Amos came after sooo long! we had another round of Feast! left after that and rode homeee all the wayyyy. yayyaygaygay.

THIS PICTURE IS THE FUNNIEST SHIT. LOOK AT JASON! HAHAHA.

TOODDDDAAAAY.
i am sooo tired. out the whole day with Myn for some shopping but we ended up having some major shopping spree. we walked the whole day as we went from Tampines to PasirRis to Town to Penin to Marina Square. bought lots of stuffs and now, i am feeling really guilty about overspending despite being satisfied (sort of) with my purchases.

alright see ya'll.

2007-08-05T01:20:00.000+08:00

hello there's this sudden urge to blog. so butterfly-flee, here i am.

(Rebecca is trying to step yi ge candid here yo.)

i went for Nightclass on Friday after much consideration and persuasion by Myn and Nad since i wasnt feeling that well that night. i cant say it was productive so whatever. we left and went to Eastpoint, Starbucks to chillaxXx. Nad left after a while, the guys rode and we all talked. pretty good actually. left at bout midnight and walked home. \m/ HAHAHAHA.

Saturday. i was supposed to go out and study but no. i did not. i went for the NDP preview with Rebecca, the (good girl gone bad). the only thing we were looking forward to during the parade was the fireworks BUT nooo, "... and there will be no fireworks." slap the 4 bimbos who were sitting behind us 1000x. we thought it was boring so we left halfway with alot of sadness since theres no fireworks. then we walked to Gluttons Bay for dinner and had La-la challenge. there were so many people at Esplanade cos of Baybeats and wanted to find Reb's friends but we couldnt find them so yea. walked around Marina Square after that and left for home bitter home.

I ALSO WANT TO ADD ON..
i hate sundays.
i hate studying. well, i do not know how.
i love my friends. esp, you, you, you, you, you and you!
i love to eat ice-cream.

i want to eat Mac breakfast.

2007-07-30T13:20:00.000+08:00

i did not go to school today cos i was (seriously) having this headache and yeah plus a little bit of laziness. my (mean) Myn and Bee did not attend sch either! oookay so went to the doctors and took a blood test! SDMLBM, i was so scared and yea, the pain was alright BUT. i am gna catch Alone later so say yay. i want to catch The Simpson's Movieeee!

i decided to blog!

we celebrated Kenny's birthday at Marina South on Friday night and there were way too many to mention who attended his birthday celebration. we played this 3-word story game on the table and it was so funny! arcade time after dinner and we went crazy playing BishiBashi again while the guys went to play pool, i think! we ended up with the usual bruises on our hands and screaming away playing other games as well! after that, we left for home and started singing in the bus like we own it.

my grandfather owns SMRT thats why we can take pictures like that.my Saturday was spent with Sister and Casper at first. i went to cut my fringe and now it looks abit funny but not as bad as the short bangs. heehee, accompanied Sister to Paragon for her doc.app then went to Vivocity for late lunch. we walked around abit and i regretted not getting the things i want. i. am. devastated. ): met Mother and her friends for dinner at Neil Rd and it was really filling. i felt like i was 100 kg at that point of time! dinner's over, they went Limelight for karaoke. okay, thats bout it.

Racial Harmony Pictures!

9irlfriends. (:
J, you know what? i cant stop reading the msg you sent me on Sat night and it really melts my heart more than (inserts name, whoever) msges. :D

2007-07-18T20:30:00.000+08:00

okay, i feel like blogging bout my Sunday.

met Sean, Jacob, Faiz and Otah to study at Mac but they ended up riding and have no mood to study at all. left after that to meet J and Mel at Simpang, Spize, for dinner! we all went home then Casper and Sister came back to pick me up to go to the giant Giant. hehe.

ANYWAY, time flies.
Racial Harmony Day in school today. Nadiah called me like a million times in the morning to wake me up but i couldnt even hear any of her calls. i took a cab and went to pick Aly up to go over to Myn's. we were moving so slowly and were so lazy to changed into the traditional costumes! whatsoever, we were still late for school. assembly was boring and this year's not as fun as last year's. after our classes end, we all went back to Myn's to change backkkk then it was Pizzahut!

anyway, last year's RHD was kinda funny cos i remember quarreling with 9rifriends and come to think of it, it was really dumb! at least we're all alright with one another now! :D

okay i shall upload the RHD pictures another day!

2007-07-15T14:01:00.001+08:00

Rah, SUNDAYS!

DimSum Dollies at the Esplanade yesterday! it was alright and some parts were really cracking me up! Mel, Jiahui and me had dimsum before the show! then, left for Marina Square after the show to meet Kenny, Sufyan and Yongshu. we all walked around and had dinner. after that, the guys went to play pool while we walked around some more as i shopped a bit. we got tired of walking and went to find the guys but we ended up playing BishiBashi at the arcade. we were literally bashing like crazy and screaming! the 3 of us got so tired after that and like J and Mel, i have bruises on my hands too. slacked at some open place and bused home after that.

Someday we'll know if love can move a mountain.

2007-07-13T21:56:00.001+08:00

i am spending my Friday night at home, doing nothing and wasting time. ):

- its Friday the 13th today. bad luck bad luck. -.-
- i need to start studying and be serious.
- i need momentum and motivation.

i am so bored right now and i have no idea what to blog!

okay R for random pictures.

Blacks at Ikea. (HAHA)

at Starbucks.
DimSum Dollies tmr. everybody say" YAY!"

2007-07-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

i wore green yesterday cos i love the Earth. okay, shut up.
( Kewei, Joy, Myn, Lc, Ros, Joshua and Daiyu wore green too!)

i think yesterday was pretty alright. stayed home in the afternoon and went to Adele's pit at East Coast. J, Kenny, Harry and me left for Hanbin's after cutting the cake for his early birthday bbq. ate more stuffs and sat around to chat. sang the birthday song and he got a few birthday bashes! after that, we played some Kinda Naughty but Nice game. really funny and the ones who bullshit will have to drink up. sat around someomore and took a cab homeee after that. i dont like surcharge and midnight charge.

back to school tmr! ):

2007-07-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! happy 070707!

another week of sch and gosh, its so tiring. ive been having crazy stomachaches these days! okay, that was sooo random! nothing much happen this week since its pretty much school, home, school and home. the cycle goes on and on and on till Olevels end.

i went for night class just now in school and yay, i managed to do some Emaths! we laughed, had fun and oh! i kissed Zakiah (heeheee, i love you baby.) went to Simpang, Spize, for late dinner and head home after that. im tired and stoned.

okay im gna find something to do now. see ya people.
enjoy your weekends! ;D

2007-07-01T14:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY YOUTH DAY TO ALL YOUTHFUL YOUTHS!

just one week of school and im aldy drained out! my Olevels Chinese Oral is on tuesday and i dont know what i can do to prepare for it. yawn, i still havent start studying. so much for studying when school reopens!

i went for nightclass on Friday but it was a total waste of time. all i did was a few Emaths questions on my TYS so yea, not productive at all!

went out with Rebecca yesterday to shop with the excuse of the 7% GST hike. however, all i bought was a pair of shorts from Pull&Bear and a top from F21. my legs were aching like crazy and i kept complaining to her. we finally settled down at Spinelli to chill and left for home after that. Soapy, you suck.

reached home and waited for the Sister and her Boyf to fetch me to town again for midnight movie, TRANSFORMERS! the movie is great and really nice. everyone should go catch it and its really worth the money. super exciting and hehe, i want a Transformer too. i feel like spoiling the movie for all of you but i shall not be so mean. we had supper at HK Cafe after the movie and reached home at bout 4am.

oookay, i cant open my Itunes and sync my Ipod. ):

2007-06-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

alright, school starts today and no more holidays till the end of Olevels. ):

i spent my Saturday at Boo's place for a small get-together bbq thingy. we ate, chatted, laughed thru the conversation and all the other stuffs. it was pretty alright, i guess? haha.

Sunday was spend at Starbucks with Mel and J to do some holiday homework. yea, last minute again. managed to finish my Social Studies homework and hell, im so proud of myself. Suf came to find us after that and went to have dinner at HongKong Cafe at Siglap. andandand ONE of the MOST embarrassing thing happened to me when asdkljadkajsd. ugh, so paiseh.

anyway, i had problems sleeping last night cos my bio clock is seriously screwed. just about 4 or 5 days before school reopens, ive been sleeping at 6am in the morning and waking up at bout 2pm and its like habit aldy! so like today, im really tired and sleepy in school so i have to keep talking to keep myself awake. first day of the semester was okay, not very scary afterall.

me and my cute Bee with a new cute hairstyle.

alright, my tutor is finally here. see you bananas.

2007-06-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

i stayed at home the whole day today and i dint even do a single homework when i was supposed to since sch's gna start in like a few days time. talk bout self-discipline.

whatsoever bout the homework, i went out with Rebecca yesterday! Rebecca aka primary school friend aka littlemissmenses@hotmail.com. it was a great day out with her to town! we had lunch and went to Borders for some reading. after that, we went window-shopping but surprisingly, it wasnt a torture cos i really dont see anything i like. but after dinner, we walked into Gap and i ended up getting a top from there. anyway, thanks LMM for the present! :D guess what happen after dinner besides getting a top from Gap. lol, okay im not gna tell you.

you'll never know whats underneath. wtf.

ohoh we took prints!and some random prints taken during May i think.
If you find yourself here on my side of town
I'd pray that you'd come to my door
Talk to me like you don't know what we ever fought about
Cause I don't remember anymore
I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are
And she said that I was the brightest little firefly in her jar

see you around at the merry-go-round people!

2007-06-20T03:08:00.000+08:00

feel like talking bout 9irlfriends but i dont know what else i can say. anyway, just check out Aly, Ros and Nad's blogs. they posted really nice stuffs bout 9irlfriends. im glad we girls are alright now even after some fights with one another. i miss you chicks many and not forgetting, the early times when we just got together! those were the best times man. but please girls, no more petty quarrels with one another okay? we can always talk it out, somehow. whatever it is just dont forget, i love you girls alright? :D 21st Feb 06.

angels. :D
yay, im meeting Reb later. im gna sleep.

(please skip this unless youre really bored, im just ranting.)
i am so angry that i could burst out into tears right now, this bloody moment. there's this pop-up error window that will appear after i plug in my ipod and will not disappear no matter what i do. it's like stucked in the middle of the screen and im super damn bloody fucking mothercheebye irritated with it. im so pissed that i can hiss like a snake right now. i even tried resetting my ipod! ugh, im gna ask the apple people later (since its aldy 3+++ am.) but for now, i'll tell the world. ipod really sucks cos dont you ever think you can put movies in your ipod easily like reciting ABC. its totally not! you have to convert the damn videos and you cant convert some of it cos the video has no video stream. wtf is a video stream.

2007-06-17T18:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FATHERS' DAYS TO ALL!
i find it hard to tell my papa i love you cos i cant bring myself to say such things to my parents but okay, i guess i'll just say it here even thou he cant see it. i love you papa. :D

my family is seriously screwed. some usual but once in a blue moon drama happened when my mom came back on Sat 1am or 2am or 3am i cant remember, drunk. wtf, i hate it when she starts cos it leaves me feeling helpless, not knowing what to say to comfort her and to make her stop crying. i couldnt help it but to cry with her, to feel sad for everything that has happened. okay, i will not go on.

last night was erm, (i dont know what word to describe.).
i met Mel and J for town. supposed to go for some party but it screwed up. left for Esplanade to meet Sasa so that we can think of where to go but ended up outside DXO for like 1 hour or so. besides, it was f-ing raining so there are really limited places for us to go. dope, heehee. after much deciding while waiting for a cab, we went back to town and had supper at NYDC. after that, we cabbed and sent Sasa home. i was spouting loads of random nonsense and some really embarrassing stuffs in the cab. thankyou darlings for entertaining. we went to Nicholas' house but Mel and me left after a while. mom came to fetch me and sent Mel home as well.

i was supposed to have tuition yesterday and today and both sessions were cancelled in the end. the other tuition sessions i was supposed to have last week was cancelled also. ah, zzz.

i think im going out to have dinner with papa, brother and sister later. update again later.

2007-06-16T00:08:00.000+08:00

hello, my new blogskin makes me feel like blogging so you people should be happy happy.

i said i was feeling blue yesterday or rather the day before since its aldy 12am and i know why aldy. hee, my - came. so yea, that explains the sudden mood change.

went out yesterday for lunch and to waste time of our lives with J, Suf and Harry. we had nowhere to go after lunch so decided to take 14 to Queensway to check out stuffs then we walked to Ikea! ive always wanted my room to be filled with Ikea furnitures cos they are all so pretty and nice. okay, moving on. walked around and left for dinner at 85. Claire came to meet us for a while! :D

HAHAHA. look at Suf, so gay.

haha okay thats all people.
im a happy girl now. my brother is back. :DDDD

2007-06-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

eyyyy, i changed my blogskin. after so long and i took hours to do it. turns out that it looks like shit on Internet Explorer. so for the best view, please use Mozilla Firefox okay people.

im feeling blue today.

you know what? i have no idea if im still grounded. anyway, i went to Bugis with J yesterday. Suf and Harry came to meet us at the later part. both of us shopped alittle and im quite happy with my purchases. we had dinner and slacked at Starbucks for alittle while. then they all decided to come over to my place for Shrek 3 but they left before the movie ended..

heehee, Sufyan. :D

after they left, i went to Mac to meet Jacob, Faiz, Sean, Otah and Jason for er, supper at bout 12am. we were all eating happily and i cleverly spilled the whole cup of sprite on my shorts. tell me im the smartest girl in the entire universe. oookay, after Mac. they went to so-called practise their \m/ riding skills. lol. really funny.

oookay, i stayed home the whole day today.

oh, did i mention that im feeling blue?

2007-06-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

i stayed home for 2 whole days aldy! i was supposed to go out today thou but im grounded for like a few days for some retarded reason. anyway, i made honey flakes yesterday and it tasted er, alright thou. hahaha!

just feel like uploading some random pictures.!

jiahui and me at alfred's house.

this was taken during class photo!this is obviously candid.
zao and me. er, early sec3.

last but not least...

US WHEN WE WERE SEC 2. OMG, WHAT DICKS. HAHAHA.

okay goodbye all.

2007-06-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

sudden urge to blog!

say (superdupermalabamba) with me.

so far, from wednesday till today, it is all spent with Shamyn, Lichin and Nadiah. we were supposed to do some of our holiday homework together but non of it was productive enough. we ended up talking and laughing away. how typical. we've also been eating alot these days till we're all really broke.

oh! we sang the Vitamin C song together and we almost cried. -.-

oookay, i shall upload some pi-tures.

alright till here. i'll prolly post lots of random pi-tures in the next post.

but not forgetting, superdupermalabamba.

2007-06-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

well, hello! i have lots of pictures to upload! arent you guys excited! okay, no.

i met up with J yesterday to Changi Village! we had dinner and had nothing to do after that so we decided to go pubbing. ended up with one jug of beer and seriously, we almost died trying to finish it. but it was cheap ya know. at least the magarita was on the house! after that we went home. hehe, i really need to say this. i really love my bf.J! :D

alright, today was great! day was spent with Shamyn (shamean), Nadiah and Lichin. ohoh! i caught Shrek 3 today and its really funny thou shrek is really ugly but its still really funny. i think i might wanna watch it again! myn and lc left for their dinner and nad and me started talking non-stop. we started telling each other so many things! it feels damn good to talk to her so much after so damn long! times like these are really great and i really love it! miss that girl a hell lot. :D

(Nad)iah: yes we should do this more often! seriously.

wth, this is one hella ugly collage!

2007-06-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

im terribly burnt right now. thanks to the scorching sun!

went to Sentosa yesterday with many people. we had nothing much to do and the weather was killing everyone of us! played vball, touch rugby, dodgeball in the water and guys played soccer. nothing much actually. left for vivo after that and some went off to somewhere else. we wanted to watch Shrek 3 but the timings suck so we just had dinner and slacked somewhere. took 10 home and slept thru out the journey!

met my sister at town just now for dinner and bought iPod video. lol, not very excited bout my new purchase. ): lets hope i wont regret buying it. okay nvm.

2007-05-31T12:03:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to go for emerge conference at church yesterday but thanks to my mother, i dint go cos she was complaining that my results suck. quarreled with her and yea, i was obviously super pissed. okay moving on.

i had a haircut yesterday, like finally!

i have nothing to blog bout so okay i think i should upload some pictures.

my bestfriend, J. :D

2007-05-25T16:03:00.000+08:00

hello people. my com is down and yea, that explains the lack of updates. my last post was like 23 days ago.

midyear ended and we got back our result slips. everyone did horribly and i failed my Amaths (f9) yet again. whats new right? my L1R5 is lousy that i dont even think any ITE will accept me. okay what else? nothing much happened and no one died too. had MT drills for like 2 weeks and it was killerxx. it was non stop chinese for the 2 whole weeks! monday will be our MT Olevels and i am so not prepared to sit for the damn exams!

alright i have no idea what else to blog anymore. im at alfred's house anyway.

kbye.

2007-05-02T15:09:00.000+08:00

happy birthday lichin and jiahui! :D

oookay, im gna waste some time blogging. i realised i havent blog in a long time. i remember how i used to blog everyday without fail. moving on, we're all having our midyears now and i havent been coming online for like days and days! i tried making full use of my time to study but i ended up watching loads of nonsense show on tv and 1 really stupid taiwan drama which results me in having some kinda "fever." im so not gna say that drama out cos its damn bloody !@#$%^& embarrassing!

ohoh guess what! i stayed at home the whole weekend and turned myself into a total crouch potato. can you imagine that! okay, nvm.

ohoh! party in my house on monday (30 Apr) ! LOL.
mels and joy, LETS SPRINGROLL!

lol okay i have some pictures to upload. overdued pictures! :D

20th April - town with mel and J. :D 21st April - Speech Day/ Learning Fiesta.

Jiahui's early birthday celebration! (really funny bicycle incident.)

2007-04-20T15:35:00.000+08:00

i hope im not too late to wish myself a happy sweet 16th!

ookay. i had a great sweet 16th birthday!
thank you people for the birthday smses, phonecalls, face-to-face wishes, friendster wishes, presents, cards and angpaos. all of it are very much appreciated! love you people.

birthday dinner with dad and sister on sunday at Neil Rd. :)
birthday dinner with aunty cheraine, aunty ann and cousins at Raffles. :)

my bee and my myn (mean).
school was great cos lessons were really fun especially during the late part of the day, physics supplementary. it was really fun! thank you 4C for singing the birthday song for me even thou i was the one who asked you guys to sing. -.- okay nvm. moving on..

went home after lessons and rushed. met mel, claire and sasa. the 3 of them refused to tell me where they're bringing me and oh! kewei, joy and jiahui tricked me that they're not going to meet us. ookay, they brought me to Clarke Quay, Hooters and i saw kw, joy and jh there with benyun also! surprise surprise. had dinner and gosh, this is the BEST part.

they made me go up and put on some horrible make-up and whats worse, i dont even know what did they put on my face! i realised that it was some horrible red cheeks with super red lipstick when i went to the toilet to wash off after that. oookay, im way too embarrassed to upload the pictures here. ): the Hooters babes made me wear some dicky apron with a dick on it and some afro wig. after the make-up, they made me hulahoop and everyone over there were staring at me! they sang birthday songs for me and i got my apple strudel as cake!

thank you girls plus benyun. i had a great time and it was really memorable!

will upload more pictures when i get them from mel and jh.

2007-04-14T16:57:00.000+08:00

im finally blogging after much bugging from J.

sorry to keep you boys and girls waiting.

i have lots of pictures to upload. shall just let the pictures do the talking!

ViVoCity with Bf, J.

7th April, Easter Service and HongKong Cafe.

8th April, J's early birthday celebration.

happy belated birthday Bf, J. love. (i know im damn late.)
13th April.

Benny Hinn special weekend service yesterday. met K and J. we went through a whole lot of adventurous trail before getting to the indoor stadium! really funny and we were laughing alot bout K's qigai (beggar) shoes. HAHA. really funny and im laughing as i type this. anyway, service was really good and many got healed! met benyun at tanahmerah after that and reached mac at 12 for late late dinner or rather, supper.

14th April.

which is today. woke up early and was so tired. i went to school for extra english classes. i couldnt pay attention at all. so yea, whatever. went to have lunch and walked around after that. ah, boring saturday!

2007-04-07T13:10:00.000+08:00

BF.J luv

omg, im so not prepared for everything or anything that might happen or will happen. so tell me, whats gna happen?

i need to start controlling myself from cursing and swearing. ookay, i will control.

airport with joy on thursday. slacked and erm, took pictures.
rushed for the last bus homeee!

kay, i know. lesbians.

ViVocity with bfJ yesterday.
dinner at bedok85.
left my camera with J. shall upload the pictures another day.
kewei stayed over. :D

gna go to church for easter service later.

2007-04-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD! I FEEL VERY CAPS LOCK NOW.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY! its 12.12am now.
time flies and the month of april is hereee which means.. my birthday is coming! for all you people out there who doesnt know when is my birthday. let me tell you now. its on 19th april! i so can wait for my birthday to come. i dint even plan anything and its my sixteen'th. sad isnt it? ):
nothing much! cept that i had sakae buffet on friday after sch! hmm, went home and out again to bayshore. tried doing some work but obviously failed. i shouldnt have brought my camera and its okay. hehe, went for dinner at lagoon after that! hell, i was bloated since my tummy was still filled with the buffet. my tummy's like santa claus.

I WASTED MY DAMN SATURDAY. okay, forget it.

hehe, the results of "studying".

2007-03-26T18:07:00.000+08:00

i think im suffering from monday blues. ):

oookay.. i caught Mr Bean's Holiday on Saturday and it was rather hilarious since its pretty dumb. we got the first front rows seats since the tixs were selling fast and i tell you, its a terrible view. i had to like strain my damn neck!

we were all supposed to have science test today but thankfully, our classrooms blacked out so test will be postponed till tmr. lets hope i'll be able to study later.

hehe, can you see Yusof Ishak's forehead?

2007-03-21T18:43:00.000+08:00

i encountered a conversation with a bimbo today! LOL.

girl.1; how does pork taste like?
girl.2; hmm, like chicken.
girl3; hows does chicken taste like?

okay, quite funny. hahaha.

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i dint blog for like one whole week i think!

anyway, nothing new.
class pit last week. :D
caught The Haunted School on last thursday.
went town with the guys on friday.

went town again on sat. caught Stomp The Yard. it was niceee and i couldnt contain my excitement in the threatre.

school starts again! yawnnn, how boring!
why am i not feeling any sense of emergency? hehe, i will so fail my Olevels.

2007-03-13T18:21:00.000+08:00

school as per normal. english enrichment everyday from mon-fri. classes as well! how dreadful!

SUNDAY
- last minute plan. i went out with joy! :D
- i really had a great time even thou it was just the both of us!
- talked and talked non-stop till we got thristy.
- walked and walked around town the whole day.
- tried on clothes but dint buy.
- met benyun during his break and had early dinner.
- met sister after work at fareast.
- went to find stella and yuepei!
- bought a top and a pair of heels.
- caught the movie,Primeval, at cineleisure. (sister, me, joy and benyun)
- we all cabbed home and was laughing like crazy!

lastly, i love you bestfriend even thou my leg jin tia. LOL.

finally got the class pit stuffs ready and yea. i think i can go even thou im so-called grounded. -.- ugh, so dumb. terence's place to watch horror dvds and blahblahblah. i couldnt stop laughing.

2007-03-11T13:14:00.000+08:00

march holidays are here but what has it got to do with me? lol.
i still havent talk to mom properly and yea, wth.

class was supposed to meet abraham after sch on friday but it was postponed till the first day of term 2. left sch and met bee and mai at simpang bus stop. they went over my place to watch some dvds. first was Texas Chainsaw Massacre. yuck, so hate that movie. so bloody gory and disgusting. we were screaming like some dicks at the gory parts. watched School of Scoundrels after that. was so tired that all of 3 fall asleeep! they left after a while but yea, it was a great day spent with the both of them! :D

Heartwalk yesterday and woke up as early as 5 something am. i was so tired that i was high for a while in the morning. shared cab with jacob and terence to sch. head to Marina City Park. was made to station ALONE at some place. lucky send was quite near me so we sat and talked abit. the people started walking and we had to like guide them on the right way. make sure they dont take shortcuts and blahblahblah. nothing much. after much waiting, realised that tkTan left aldy without us knowing so yea. we left to marina bay mrt. wing and me went into the train and the door closed! separated from the myn and the classmates. left to bugis for lunch. played CS! it was so exciting and yea, i got killed and I OBVIOUSLY KILLED PEOPLE TOO! 12-ed home with all of them and slept when i reach homeee. at night was forced down by suf, rin and ballz to the mac near my place. blahblahblah.

WHY AM I TYPING SO MUCH.

alright, i think i should go find something to eat now.

i want to talk to you and i want..

2007-03-08T18:21:00.000+08:00

sooo.. i was saying that i wanted a pretty result slip right.

well, ive got a pretty ugly one. parent-teacher-meet last night and it started with the principal's long long long opening speech. blah blah waited so long to collect my damn result slip. anyway, i failed science (E8) and Amaths (F9). if only they added the latest amaths test then im sure i wont fail so badly! alright, moving on. ive got 3 B3s, 1 B4 and 1 C5. mother scolded like hell and grounded me. whats new right? all my holiday plans are dashed but hell, its alright since we have to go back to sch everyday! i was thinking that mother should be at least happy that i passed my Emaths with a B3 but nooo. she scolds me when i fail and when i pass so whats the whole damn point of erm, studying? -.-

i hate thurdays. its so damn bloody draggy!

ohoh, whole class was screwed by abraham. shamyn and me were pointed out and blahblahblah. caught for practically everything. hair and she made me clip up like an idiot. entire attire. top to toe! dopeeeee.

hi, i really dislike you mother. you're so bloody fucking annoying.

2007-03-06T16:57:00.000+08:00

school holidays, next week but hell we practically have to go back to school every single day. whats the point of holidays anyway? teachers are starting to give out holiday assignment and its definitely no joke. i received 5 sets of chinese practice papers and 5 socialstudies structured essays today. can you imagine? theres obviously more to come!

i was suffering from monday blues yesterday cos i really screwed my POA test. i just couldnt do the question and i dont even know why. i only did 3 MCQs and leaving the rest of the structured questions untouched. liau is so gna screw me and lucky me, im the only one in class who screwed it like that. ): besides screwing up my test, heard stuffs and dammit. okay. its alright...

typical schooldays and weekends.

parent-teacher meet tmr! neither mom nor dad is attending and hoori forced me to get someone to attend so i asked sister. yea, i hope my results slip looks pretty.

2007-03-02T23:44:00.000+08:00

hellooo. its friday aldy! so fast eh.

monday. hmm. i remember i had mac on that day.

tuesday was kewei's birthday and happy belated birthday girl! hope you like the little celebration and the pretty jacket. we had dinner at Seoul Garden. ate and ate. met up with yimin, peiliang and one of their friends. chatted for a little while then met amanda! dint see her for such a long long time. lovelovelove.

sch was supposed to have Xcountry on wednesday but it was cancelled in the end due to the rain. yay, how great! everyone's happy. hmm, what else. went to glad's and blah blah. gamblers.. lol.

thursday was boring cos we had classes after sch. such a bore.

fridddday which is today! izaidah and me were having some kinda bitch-act in class. it was so funny. i couldnt stop laughing! chinese remedial after sch. last minute decision to meet joy, sasa and jiahui to town. blahblah. bought a top and slacked at starbucks for like 2 or 3 hours? i cant remember. walked around, met benyun after his work and went home. joy and me were damndamndamn bloody high on our way to the train. havent got so high in quite a while.

i am such a lazy girl. dont you all agree?
people; yes i agreeeee.

2007-02-25T19:00:00.000+08:00

it was ros's birthday pit yesterday! had dinner at home with mom and her boyfriend then took a cab down to eastcoast. reached kinda late so i guess most of the people left aldy. the guys were there and we all just sat around. lichin, ros and me wore pink without planning! anyway, us girls started talking pictures. blah blah. cut cake then left with syakir, jamadil and nicholas. walked all the way to st.pats to take a cab but NO CAB. it was so funny! yea got a cab and homeeee.

this is such a retarded picture!
guess what? fatin cheated on me. ):
(:
lichin, the satay model.
hi, what a lovely picture.
happy birthday ros!
9irlfriends. note: nadiah's not the birthday girl.
tRs.
we seriously dint plan to wear pink togetherrrr.
hi doll, you're so spastic.
9irlfriends.

lastly, meeee. with a hole in my fringe.

okay alot of pictureeees. went to my cousin's church just now. Heart Of God Church. it was alright i guess. the people were really friendly. met another cousin for early dinner then went homeeee. im having tuition later and i havent study for my history test tmr! so deeeead. x[

2007-02-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

okay, i dint manage to blog before 12am!
soo.. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY SP, ROS! (23feb)
not forgetting, my "no.1" zakiah! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! (19feb)

chinese new years. reunion dinners. fats, fats and more fats! ):
we dint even go visiting at all. only went to both sides of grandparents' place on the actual day. got to talk to my cousins and it was really great. such gatherings make me feel happppy and er, loved? i dont really have new clothes for the new year so i just wore this dress that i bought last year during the hols which i havent wear before! alright, sooo. this is so random.

ooooh, what else!
- caught Protege with sister and cousins.
- met up with zak, ros, fatin and afro for a whileee.
- celebrated grandfather's 81st birthday on tuesday.
- met joy and kewei before that for a while at town! :D
- mom's friends came over on wednesday.
- civil defense bullshit after sch on thursday.

alright, pictureeeees!

mother and sisters. without bratha.
father and sisters. without bratha again.

todayyyy;
as usual, i had sch and had dumb chinese remedial after sch. lunch at simpang and went to terencechong's house. they gambled and i watched them play. mossy the pussy was damn lucky i tell you. left at bout 4 plus to go home get ready. left house again to meet joy to VivoCity. wanted to find presents but couldnt find any! shopped and got 3 tops. lovelovelove. :D couldnt make it to sean's so yea. yawn!

hi, i love you joy.
joyjadapr! <3

2007-02-18T03:55:00.000+08:00

hello boy, did you love? did you care?
i loved and love. i cared and care.
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okay, how random.
hi all, good morning everyone. happy chinese new year to everyone.

ohoh, its my brother's birthday now. hes in philipines btw. that asshole.
it was my mom's birthday yesterday (17feb).

my dad's coming over to pick sister and me at 1030am and im still not asleep yet. tell me how am i supposed to wake up later? had reunion dinners just now but i dint even have it with my dad's side. so yea, whatever. it was greatttt. i'll upload some pictures taken on friday.

my lovely class, 4C! <3

went for rugby match on friday but it was cancelled due to lightning and shit. so yea, had dinner with sayhai, terence and poh. went homeeee.

sigh, im not feeling any new year vibes!

oh and im wondering what are you doing now?
smsing the new girl you like? out with friends slacking? or sleeping in your boxers?
all the while, i thought i was a strong girl but no, ive been acting like one.
it has been quite a while but i still do think bout you and miss you too.
hahahahahaha, doubt you'll see this either!

2007-02-15T17:53:00.000+08:00

hellooo. happy total defense day to all.

13feb- tuesday
went to tamp mall with sasa, izaidah and shikin after sch. walked around and went to cathay with sasa to meet my mom. cut my hair at Inspiration and ): benn just went to cut my hair when i told him whatever it is, i dont want my fringe to be too short. ugh, so like im having bangs now. -.- had dinner at raffles place then went homeeee. ohoh! thank you sasa for accompanying me thru out my dearest girl! :D

14feb - HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL. :)
went to sch as per normal and they all laughed at me cos of my hair. ): lol, had some gifts. thanks people. =) left for home straight after sch and got ready. went to meet sasa for shopping at town but both of us were not in the mood to shop and nothing caught my eye. i ended up buying a pair of red pointy pumps and thats all. how sad is that? roses are everywhere and love is in the air. hehe. -.- after that, met up with the guys and supposedly for dinner but somehow it cocked up.

todayyyyy.
schoool...
yawnnnn.

okay, random pictures!
before my haircut. ):
after haircut. ):

chinese new year's coming! yawnnnn.

2007-02-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

ah stupid blogger forced me to move to the new blogger.

im so lazy to update but okay, im gna blog bout yesterday.
went to boo's place at 9 for his party. we just sat around and chatted then went up to his place after that. played DOA on his xbox and hell, I THRASHED ALL OF THEM! hehe. they were all bullying me esp mervyn and ballz! ohoh, we made a revelation! rin is gayyyy. what else? asri was drunk and i think thats all. oookay, left at bout 12 plus cos mom refused to let me stayover then she sent a taxi driver to fetch me home.

i have tons of homework not done. tell me bout it.
schooldays really suck.

2007-02-05T19:37:00.000+08:00

guess how i start off my week? by running into the hall like some mad dog to prevent myself from getting late. thats like damn SAD la. chinese new year's coming and hell, i havent got all my clothes yet! ): sighhhhh.......

3feb07- saturday.
-met up with julia. <3
-tried doing some work but somehow failed.
-ended up cam-whoring like hell.
-so many retarded pictures that i feel like posting but okay, i wont.
-julia left for party and met suf, rin, jh and mel at parkway.
-met the guys for dinner at spize.

okay can you guys spot julia? hehe, there she is!

4feb07-sunday.
-went over to boo's with the guys.
-did some work.
-caught the Singapore vs Thailand match.
-macdonalds service sucks.

todayyyyy.
-school.
-terence's house with aiya, lazy to name. lol.
-watched Saw 3. bloody gross movie.

okay, i realised that ive been cam-whoring with alot of ugly faces. LOL.

2007-02-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

TGIF!

it has been a terrible schoolweek! my blog is soo dead and where are all the taggers! ):

30Jan07- HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZONGYOU! =)

31Jan07- HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONNA! =)
okay had school. went for the Singapore vs Thailand soccer match at the kallang stadium at night with people! me watching soccer was definitely weird but its okay i had my fun. afro was spouting ALOT of nonsense and it was pretty funny. the atmosphere in the stadium was great as well. yeayea as all of you know, Singapore won! blahblahblah.

cam-whoring during free time in class. <3
at the stadium.
girls.

1Feb07-
beginning of the month. time really flies!
valentines day coming! ):

2Feb07-
ohohoh! had Amaths test today and as usual, i screwed. ): im veh sad..
other than that, my day went on quite well! we had some agility test during PE and man, it was damn fun! all of us were so retarded and were laughing non-stop! rin and me wrestled during some game and MY GOODNESS, IT WAS SO FUNNY! enough of that. accompanied mai to watch soccer match at springfield but okay, we dint even go in to the school! left after the match and went to chill at starbucks. started talking bout so many things and had some laughs! it was definitely a great day with her! :D

ahem. mai, im hot like prata and youre cold like ice! (jokejoke)

last but not least, thank you zakiah for the present! she got all 9irlfriends presents and guess what she got me? a decision maker cos i am VERY indecisive. :D love you girl!

2007-01-29T16:38:00.000+08:00

oookay, i feel like changing my blogskin but not now obviously.

i think its time for me to pull up my socks and start bucking up in terms of my studies. i am lazing around like nobody's business and sometimes i feel i should just go kill myself for slacking so much. i need motivation and momentum so if you have it please dont be selfish and give me some. when will i ever be motivated? so far, i was only motivated for one day and the following day? my motivation's gone! vanish like the winddd...

and please tell me why am i wasting my time blogging? when i have lots of work undone! not forgetting, i screwed practically all my tests so far by not studying. kay, or mayb just studying at the very last minute and screwed it up as well. hehe. im having my fucking Olevels this year and hell, APRIL CHEN! PLEASE WAKE UP AND START GIVING YOURSELF A THOUSAND SLAPS.

):

okay.... what a stupid post.

2007-01-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

hello kiddos, i cant believe im spending my saturday at home!
hmm, so the last time i blogged was last saturday.

nothing special.
hell, i cant stand the weather. whenever i bring my jacket to school, the sun will shine like nobody's business and whenever i dont, it will start raining and it'll be damn cold. ta ma de.

22jan monday;
- school.
- band practice.
- tuition.

23jan tuesday;
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM AND SHAM!
- school.
- band practice.

24jan wednesday;
- school.
- joy, mel, jiahui and sasa.
- peninsula.
- town.
- shopped.

25jan thurday;
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!
- schoool.

26jan friday;

- schooool.
- lunch with the guys.
- met the 4 girls again at bugis with sister.
- marina square with sister only.
- late late dinner at hongkong cafe.
- home at 2am.

27jan saturday;
- school and singapore conference hall for syf rehearsal.
- HOME!! ):

what horrible weekend cos i think im gna stay home tmr as well.
okay, from now. im gna try to start refraining myself from spouting vulgarities.
so stop me when you hear me swear or curse or whatever okay. =)

2007-01-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

weekends are finally here once again but yet another schoolweek is gna start!

updates with hm, quite alot of pictures!

friday 19Jan07-
schooool. we did some beep test during PE and 4 straight periods of A&E maths. how good is that? my miffy, julia waited for me after school at the schoolgate! hehe, i miss her so much! left for Eastwood and had apple strudel while updating each other bout SO MANY stuffs thats happening and waiting for her dental appointment. after everything, she followed me home to get ready and we were dilly-dallying till we forgot the time! rushed and took train down to town. julia was so damn spastic and i feel like posting the 2 videos of her! alright, maybe next time. :D she left to meet her sister while i went to meet my sister, serene, her bf and jeremy. walked around and caught some chinese movie ( okay, i dont know whats the name of the movie ) at Cine. i was sooo tired that i almost dozed off! walked somemore and took the ugliest prints ever! hmm, bought a top and hehe, Subway. dad came to pick me up and send sister off to St James.

i really had a great time with my miffy today! :D
lovelovelove. we should do this more often!

i think my sister look like a retard in both pictures.

saturday 20Jan07-
hell man, i spent my whole day with nadiah hatta. met up with her and had mac for lunch. head to Temasek Poly open house with izaidah and shikin. ahpoh brought us around and look at the different courses. saw quite a few people there. after that, nad came over to my place to supposedly study but ended up watching What A Girl Wants! went to mac again to meet up with fatin nabila to study as well but hell, we ended up whoring with the camera. chatted and had some laughs then decided to go over to nad's to watch soccer match. Liverpool and Chelsea, 2-0.

not forgetting, nadiah the ultimate cam-whore.
i wonder what i'll be doing later and i'll end off with a picture of me! :D

2007-01-17T17:22:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUFYAN MY LOVELY BRATHA.
hope you like the nike jacket and hell, thanks for that adidas jacket. :D

sooo.. i really dont know what should i blog bout. everyday seems the same. you wake up bloody early in the morning. you go to school and you go home. you go online and watch tv. you go to sleep. the whole cycle repeats everyday but maybe weekends are exceptional.

school. izaidah and me were fucking sleepy during lessons. that girl kept dozing off and i was so tired that i needed a serious laughing fit but i ended up laughing alone. like my gosh, how sad? went to have lunch with yas, nad and aly after school then hm, went homeee?

ive been eating alot these days and ohdear, im gaining back the weight that i lost. i eat when i feel stress. so am i feeling stress now? hm, i dont think so.

i really detest the feeling im feeling right now. fuck, i know its fucking childish but i cant fucking help it right. who am i to even feel this way? this fucking feeling just cant go away and hell it kills to even go think bout it. seriously, fuck you and burn bitch burn.

fuck this post is sooo fucking random.

2007-01-16T20:35:00.000+08:00

good evening to everyone.
i really think that some people should just fucking burn in hell.
dont you all agree? hell yea.

some pictures for some fucking viewing pleasure!

okay.. goodbye.

2007-01-14T02:55:00.000+08:00

im really really bored right now with apparently, no one to talk to!

nadiah asked me to blog but i was too lazy just now so i decided to do it right now. i shall blog bout my friday and my saturday since it is aldy sunday morning.

Friday - 12jan07
okay, schoool and blah blah. went to tamp mall for lunch with sasa, mel and jh. sasa came over after that and did nothing but to just laugh at stupid things. i got ready and i went to meet fatin at pasir ris interchange then took a bus down to shikin's sweet sixteen chalet. reached and we all just sat around. slacked and we had some laughs. took some retarded pictures. ohoh and watched John Tucker Must Die on adam's ipod video. with no intentions of staying over, i ended up staying over. (k, this sentence sounds weird) all squeeze on the 2 beds and 2 matresses and it was as squeezy as a can of sardines. hehe. we all woke up and left the chalet for mac breakfast. homeee and knock out on the bed without even bathing. heeh.

one of the group photos.

fatin, farhana and me hiding inside irni's dress(?). hehe.me, fatin and arif.

natasha, me, irni and bee.natasha and me.

retarded fatty butt and me.
my lovely beeee. <3
Saturday - 13jan07
so like i was saying that i knocked out straight after i reach home in the morning. i woke up and pigged around the house. got ready and out to get wingtai's birthday present at tampines. headed down to casafina for his party. hell, the guys were like throwing each other down into the pool. with or without clothes. lol, i almost got thrown down as well but yea, my period saved me. after so much of dilly-dallying, we all finally left to some nearby coffeeshop and had late dinner. after that, took bus with ruifeng and rin while the rest went to glad's to watch soccer. hmm, slacked with rin before heading home.

okay, im done blogging for the sake of it. goodbye to all.

2007-01-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

hi this is my ex-boyfriend, Ridhwan.
even thou we both look retarded in this pic. but screw it. i like.
kkkkay, i feel like posting more of our pictures but okay nvm. next time!

; just by looking at you, i know you're not the one i know anymore.

9th January- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEREMY AND BARBARA.

soo.. it felt like i havent been blogging for like a million years. hehe.

aly, junrong and me went back for band on tuesday and i guess we have no choice but to join this year's SYF even though it would be taking hell lot of time. the choice piece was alright for me so far but the set piece was shit. i cant play at all! its so difficultttt with my crooked fingers. ):

nothing much happened. just school and home.
occasional eat outs and gosh, im loving all my friends. :D

nadiah confessed to me bout the bad things she said bout me! lol, that idiot. she was damn evil to me but its alright. no record of wrongs! she also confessed her love for me but sadly, i rejected her with all that i have! psst, she practically throw herself to me! heeh, heart-to-heart girlie.

mom's in china right now and yay, im bloody hell rejoicing.

bye all!

2007-01-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

haha. great old times that i loveee.

and there came act two..

2007-01-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

school. Olevels. wtf.

okay byebye.

2007-01-02T04:27:00.000+08:00

i had a very fulfilling macdonalds meal just now at about 3am.
sigh, imagine the damn fats! ):

alright. so.. is everyone ready for school? school's starting like so damn soon. we'll then all drag our heavy feets to school and sit in the hall listening to ms abraham. how dreadful!

Saturday 30 Dec 06-
met up with shamyn and we went to get her uniform then head down to town. hunt for bags and ended up buying other stuffs. that girl was practically on a shopping spree while i have to suffer cos i was dead broke! but well heeh, i got two tops. both of us finally found our bags! hmm, even though it was not really ideal and was a total rip-off, we stil got it since it was quite cheap. ohohoh! we took prints also. it was damn retarded but it turned out alright! besides everything, it was quite a great day with my doll without the dimsum leader! :D

31 Dec 05- New Year's Eve
sooo, it was new year's eve! i had tuition in the afternoon and i couldnt concentrate at all cos i was obviously in the holiday mood. therefore, it was a unproductive tuition session! got ready and left house to meet joy, benyun, sayhai, kewei, jiahui and mel at marina square. walked to esplanade and found a spot. settled there and took mega unglam pictures! laughed and chatted. sayhai and me left to pick sasa up from marina square. everywhere was blocked and we couldnt get back to where the rest were so ended up at the bridge watching the fireworks display. it was prettttay but yea, like any other fireworks. made a wish while watching the fireworks! heeh. left to take the train and went over to haojie's for a small bbq. we ate, slacked and i drank alittle. uncle diamond came to fetch me home at bout 4something in the morning.

here are some spastic photos!

over at haojie's.

alright thats all. im gna go sleep soon, i think?

2007-01-01T16:14:00.000+08:00

(alright i'll blog a proper post like later.)
my first post for 2007!

HAPPY 2007 TO EVERYONE! :D
hello 2007 and goodbye 2006!

2006 has been really eventful.
good and bad things happened.
happy and sad things happened.
fun and boring things happened.
just so many things happened this year.

my social circle got alot smaller this year compared to last year but all's good i guess? so many things changed and so many people changed as well. some grew in terms of maturity, some grew in terms of looks and some just stay where they are (which is considered good and bad! ) lol.

Joy Sim -
my telepathy girl. you never fail to know what im thinking and how im feeling. the telepathy between the both of us is so strong that it gets really freaky at times isnt it! everything's great with you around girl. we've been thru so much together and i felt like i know you since forever! no matter how pissed we are with each other, we'll still love each other just as much! haha. im so happy that youve found a guy who cares for you so much and loves you for who you are. heeh. thank you for every single thing youve done for me. i'll always be the pillar that supports you all the way alright? <3

Kewei -
hey tian. i must say that this year the both of us really drifted so far apart but guess what? i still love you as much as before. you know you never fail to show me that you actually cared and still love me even though we are not close anymore. you will always be there to cheer me up with your nonsense and stupid acts! i really appreciate whatever you've done and i'll cherish this friendship till the end. <3

Clarissa -
my dearest girl. thank you so much for being there to listen to me complain, grumble and whine. no matter how much i irritate you with my nonsense, you are always listening without any complaints. there are times when im terribly down but on the happier note, i know you'll always have my back. i love it when we always wonder why are we not sisters? but if we are, we'll definitely be quarrelling everyday! so im very glad that we are not sisters but friends. lovelove.

my 9irlfriends. alyssa, april, fatin, lichin, nadiah, ros, shamyn, yasmine and zakiah. -
thank you for all the fun, joy and laughter! wait, not forgetting the tears, anger, the real fights and the fake catfights!! all of us certainly grew to become more matured and lovelier right? lets just forget all the unpleasant shit between us and all get together once again okay? things will be better next year and we'll have more fun and laughters! i love you girls so much! <3

Izaidah -
hey bee! we only got closer this year cos we're in the same class! im so glad that im gna have you for another year. we shared so much things together! like boyfriend problems, friends problems and even shared gossips! gosh, all's been really good with you around. times when we tried paying attention during class but still end up yakking like a yak! i love you girl. im so glad that you're part of my life! :D <3 style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">

Melissa and Jiahui -
gosh, girls! same as izaidah, i only got closer to you girls this year! thank you for being there for me when things are really screwed up! the both of you have been really really sweet! shared so much laughters and fun together! i really enjoy every moment with you girls. i love you two! :D

Julia -
heeh miffy! ive been missing you alot and yes, we finally met up during christmas and updated you with the so many things that have been happening in my life. i love getting all crazy with you and you never fail to brighten up my day to flash me your mega-watt smile! i love you miff. we must remember to KIT (you made it up yourself!) even after you leave the sch kay. mi fi bu yong ji jiao. ahaha.

Ridhwan -
you you you. played a real big role in my life! you are just so silly to me no matter what you say or what you do. both of us have changed so much compared to the first time we met or talked. even though we're not together anymore but whatever blah blah blah. the relationship i had with you was my longest and there are so many firsts in the relationship. thank you for always tolerating my nonsense and my moodswings! but fret not, you wont be tolerating it anymore! haha. i love you. (:

Mervyn -
gosh, youre just so irritating and annoying at times but you never fail to cheer me up. thank you for always listening to me and being there for me whenever things were going on a rough patch. youre like a brother to me and youre always taking care of me. heeh, i thank you for that of cos. youve been a really great friend and i'll never trade this friendship for anything else. loves.

Adam, Ballz, Boo, Bryan and the rest of the group. -
hey guys. thanks for being there for me and cheering me up with all your crappy talks and actions. all of you taught me so much and you guys are always telling me what to do whenever i have problems or i feel unhappy. not forgetting, thanks for taking care of me when im drunk and listening me spouting hell lots of nonsense! you guys are so great that i hope that our friendship do last till the end of time. :D

Rin & Suf -
both of you have been really great to me! my tf and my brother. for everything that you guys did for me, im really thankful. the chats we used to have on msn was never-ending. so much craps to share and to laugh at. great times like.5 will never be forgotten alright? thanks for being right behind me to support me all the way thru yea. i will try my very best to be there for you guys whenever you guys need me too! loves.

Sayhai -
whoa, youre like a big brother. always taking care of me and stopping me from doing things that are wrong and you dont like me doing it. you know whenever im pissed or irritated or unhappy then you will do all sorts of acts to make me happier but noo, it makes me angrier! haha but i know youre trying to make me happy as well! youre always the one who tolerates my spoilt attitude and heeh. im sorry! whatever it is, loves.

the list goes on and on for the people i need to thank so yea, i'll keep it short!

THANK YOU! to everyone. :D
remember to say welcome on my tagboard okay.

LOVE YOU ALL!
remember to say love you too on my tagboard okay.

last but not least, i miss my primary school bestfriends!
Samantha, Rebecca and Barbara! <3

2006-12-29T22:21:00.000+08:00

school's starting in like about 4 days? im totally not prepared but one thing that im happy bout is that i'll get to see my classmates, schoolmates and of cos, my 9irlfriends. rah, i miss them like hell lot! kay, so like im saying that im totally unprepared. sigh sigh, school.

went out to meet jiahui and mel at tampines just now. havent seen the both of them for like a long long time. we walked around and had teppanyaki for dinner. walked somemore and left for home.

i decided to do a collage for the pictures.

yawnyawnyawn. new year's approaching. sadsadsad.
it seems like there are nothing to look forward to. rah, 2007.

2006-12-26T20:59:00.000+08:00

okay. i shall upload pictures and let the pictures do the blogging.

24Dec - Christmas Eve.

our group photo with the HMV christmas tree.the 3 of us plus an extra, syakir.
chilling at starbucks and guys cam-whoring.

and more photo-taking...

25 Dec - Christmas

vivocity and town with sisters and friends.

our group photo at vivo.

my real blood sister plus my other two precious sisters.

us and jeremy.

weiming and me.

april and gladys. my one and only.

okkkay, shall upload all these only. another time again.

2006-12-25T07:13:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL YOU SPASTIC PEOPLE.

good morning to everyone in this pretty ugly world.
its 7.23am now and i got home at 3plus. yawnnnnn.

its christmas and i dont feel the christmas mood at all. how sad. ):
what a sad and lonely christmas sehxzs. -.-

im on msn now and i have alot of pictures to post. BUT im not gna post it now. im gna do it another day or something. school's gna start and can you imagine? i havent buy my schoolshoes, my schoolbag and most importantly, do my holiday homework! i also need to do something to the highlighted part of my hair. hais, imma sad girl. someone just kill me please.

this effing post is so effing random sehxzs.

2006-12-22T03:53:00.000+08:00

alright, i know i havent been blogging and sorry for the lack of updates!

the rain just keeps coming down endlessly these days and its seriously getting on my nerves! what a spoiler, rain.

also, i made a livejournal like last week or something. i cant remember but yea. im still thinking what i want to do with it. should i post posts that will only allow my friends to see OR just blog some random nonsense like lyrics or something? okay, im still thinking bout it.

nothing i call interesting happen. days are filled with thoughts and more thoughts. it has been a whole week and the week definitely felt long and tormenting. well, to me. yes. i will not deny that ive not gotten over the breakup and i dont exactly know what im supposed to do but yea, whatever it is. i just hate it when you come telling me that you're happily moving on and you want to find a new girlfriend who can play sports. bloody hell, tell me what am i supposed to feel?

sayhai's back from wales and he got me a adidas shirt! thanks guy. :D also, sasa's finally back from myanmar and she got me a pretty seashell bracelet! love it. thanks girl, i love you ever so much!

alright so i shall blog bout 19dec-21dec.

19dec- tuesday
i remember it was raining frogs and fishes the whole day. went out when the rain decided to stop for a little while! met sasa and gosh, i miss her so much! it was town and end-of-season sales are practically everywhere! we shopped and i only got 2 tanktops from pull&bear and a blouse from forever21. saw many other things that i want but okay, i should really control my expenditure. we had really late lunch at pepperlunch and continued walking around hunting for more pretty things. left, met mom and home.

20dec- wednesday
all of us were supposed to meet up at 1pm but the plan was obviously screwed cos most of us couldnt wake up and dilly-dallied. from 1pm, the meeting time was changed to 2.30pm then to 3.30pm again. i forgot to inform sasa and none of the guys did as well. she was at bugis so i rushed to meet her first! so sorry girl! walked around and waited for the guys. met boo, mervyn and ballz at the cabin. head to vivocity and had late lunch at carls jr. walked somemore and dint really get anything cos i was feeling so lousy that im awfully broke. walked till bout 9plus and went to catch our movie, Night At The Museum! it was really funny and light-hearted! missed the last train so we took the 10 and dropped somewhere. met ridhwan a little while and he sent me home after that cos mom was making hell lot of noise. wth.

21dec- thursday
i worked today at new york skin solutions as some sort of receptionist or something for 3 hours. it was $10/hr so it was quite a pretty good deal! anyways, met veronica to collect my uniform and felt really bad to make her wait for me! went separate ways and went to work. hmm, we both went to get dinner together. work ended up 9pm and left. did not really feel right so decided to just head home.

oooookay, there goes my post.

lemme just post some cute pictures of little dogs.okay alright then that, no more pictures!
how sad but its okay, doesnt matter.

i miss you ever so much.

2006-12-16T18:38:00.000+08:00

i just feel the need to blog right now and i have no idea why.

call me an idiot or a bitch but it has been 2 days so far and im not able to deal with it with so-called maturity. i simply thought that i'd able to face it and convince myself. i think im wrong, terribly wrong. i find it so hard for me to accept and face the fact that we're officially over after 1year, 4months and 5days. i couldnt help it but to keep staring at my miserable and pathetic phone and start wondering whether you'll even send me a msg or give me a call which is hardly possible because after all, i was the one who initiated the whole thing. i hate it whenever i start tearing out of nowhere and without even me realising, he has become a part of me. the feeling of losing a part of me really sucks alot. i wonder how is it for you?

all the bitter and sweet memories are really great to have.
thank you.

and youre no longer mine. whatever it is, i love you. (:

2006-12-16T01:07:00.000+08:00

i just reach home not long ago from town.

14dec- thursday
met mervyn, ballz and bryan at tampmall. looked for bags. head down to raffles city for dinner and sat at subway till it closes. talk bout things and blah blah. head down to simpang for supper. ended up slacking and chatting away. the 3 guys walked me home from simpang and yea, reached home. couldnt sleep.

its really stupid how i suggested it and yet, i cant accept it and start moving on. i feel stupid and childish. can someone just throw a rock on my head right now? hopefully i'll just forget every single thing thats happening around me right now. i feel relieved yet, with a heavy heart.

15dec- friday
went town and met up with sister, her bf, jeremy and serene. walked around and bought a dress at pandora's box. then we caught The Holiday. it has been so long since a good movie and its just all bout love. everyone must go catch it cos it really is a very good movie. home now.

im starting to hate blogging.

2006-12-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

omg, i feel like killing myself.

had tuition today and went to town on my own! gosh, its like my first time going out on my own. -.- anyways, went to collect my pull and bear skirt at taka. i walked pass mango and guess what? it was the end of season sale i think? i couldnt help it but to go in and take a look. it was so crowded and gosh, the pants and skirts are all so cheap but i dint get any! got two tops instead which leaves me with so little cash left. im broke all over again. ): sadsadsad.

you know what? i dont care anymore. why should i even care when you dont seem to give a damn at all.

2006-12-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

11dec- HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AMOS AND JOSEPH.

12dec- HAPPY BELATED BRITHDAY SASA! <3 youre finally 15 girl. i love you for everything and i thank you for everything! :D

i was supposed to meet up with the birthday girl, joy and mel at 1pm but joy and me ended up waking up late to meet them! alright, head to town and had lunch at ajisen ramen. the initial plan was that mel and me pretend to go to the toilet and go get a small cake for sasa but we totally forgot. remembered only when we were paying the bill so we rushed to get the cake! then sang her a birthday song right outside ajisen ramen! sasa left to meet her dad then we continue walking around and shopped abit. bought a fcuk top and joy was supposed to get it but the size was not right (and now, shes regretting!) ! mel got her gap jeans as well.

went to bugis after that to meet up with benyun. we took prints, without benyun of cos. it turned out quite horribly nice! walked to bugis street and bought another top from the sunday shop while joy got her white skirt. it was swensens after that.

joy and her "perfect" bf. -.- lol.

think im gna go get my reserved pull and bear skirt later after tuition!

2006-12-10T23:56:00.000+08:00

fucking connection having some fucked problem.
my msn is fucked.

im having butterflies in my stomach now. i hate the feeling.
bloody butterflies, please come out now.

- woke up at 4.20pm.
- went to joy's.
- watched star awards. -.-
- mel and jiahui came.
- bought food! :D
- mom came.
- to send me home.

yawnxzs, boring. i need to do something to this blogskin. its fucked too.

2006-12-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

its 1.35am now which means its 10dec.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRY!

it was just like any other day. went to church after 1 whole month of not going. what else? met up with suf and rin at tamp mall for dinner. we walked around and i went to collect my mango pants. left with nowhere else to go, we slacked at macdonalds and had some laughs.

ohohohoh, christmas is coming!
get ready all your presents!

i wanna catch Deck The Halls! anyone want to watch with meeee?

2006-12-09T02:11:00.000+08:00

alright. im finally blogging.
this is gna be quite a long post so dont read if youre an idiot. lol.

thursday to friday morning was sasa's early birthday chalet. it was at safra, tanah merah.

clarissa, joy, kewei, claire, jiahui, melissa, fatin, izaidah, mervyn, ridhwan, azri, fareez, ballz, haojie, nicholas, syakir, jamadil (?), asri, sanjeev, farid, sofian, bryan, adam and sham. (sorry if your name's not inside!)

i finally saw izaidah! gosh, i miss her and fatin! we chatted and chatted. then everyone played a few rounds of 7 minutes in heaven and dare-or-dare. it was really funny! azri and farid's dare were damn hilarious! also, claire had to put some fake moustache on her face. was in the kitchen chatting with fatin and izaidah then the rest of the people are playing pictionary and mahjong. some of them left after a while to catch the shuttle bus to tanah merah. then all just slacked and played bluff.

it was one hella night, i tell you.
angry that they finished the vodka i brought then started snatching from people. people like, sasa, adam, nicholas, syakir and joy they all. gulped all down with an empty stomach. got drunk after drinking from syakir's.

adam was giving me a full report on what i did and said cos he was with me the whole time (thankyou son! :D) . he told me i spouted ALOT of nonsense and yes, how embarrassing. i even said i wanted to have sex with the red power ranger. -.- i also asked adam if he wants to watch happy feet this sunday. i was so damn random. said many other things and also hugged him and cried on his shoulder for like 6 bloody times. struggled and ended up rolling in the middle of the road which results to having scratches on my knee and elbow. wtf, damn pain please. then i started crying and asked them why is it soooo pain. i slept on mervyn's lap and he kept pushing my head cos i wanted to get up! then he started laughing at me! it was so retarded. okay, moving on. i told them i wanted to vomit then adam had to sacrifice his hand to catch my puke. eww, i know but yea. adam's such a true friend to even catch my puke! haha! blah blah blah. woke up and started talking nonsense again. the hangover really sucks! i couldnt walk still and i kept puking and puking. it was so disgusting. the guys went to buy food and milk for me. drank the milk but ended up puking it out as well.

checked out of the chalet and ridhwan followed me to sasa's.puked in the cab and puked somemore there. felt damn horrid. bathed and slept! woke up and felt hell lot better. used the com and rested there. woke ridhwan up and cabbed home. gosh, what a crazy day.

a really really big thank you to everyone there who took care of me, watching me puke and listening to my nonsense! :D <3

2006-12-07T01:11:00.000+08:00

GOOD MORNING.

can someone tell me why youve become like that?
i dont even know how to react to whatever youve done.
i think i dont know you. anymore.

met sasa to get schoolbooks then left for parkway to get chalet stuffs. ended up buying lots of unimportant things! cabbed down to jiahui's and slacked there. chatted alot bout practically everything. we felt so bored so we head out for dinner so joy's dad came to pick us and went to have dinner at bedok 85. felt so satisfied after eating and of cos, soooo sinful! joy's dad sent each and everyone of us home while he drop me at simei mrt. my dad and sister came to pick me up and went to white sands to pick serene up! we went to eastcoast lagoon to get again. shucks, imma fatty. mom came to fetch us back.

oh soooo random.
sister and i mixed green tea with chivas just now.
sister has been farting non-stop ever since we got home.
mother has been nagging and nagging.

okay bye.

2006-12-06T01:58:00.000+08:00

the only reason why im blogging at such wee hours is because i am so effing bored. to the extent that im actually playing neopets. i remember during my primary school days, i skipped meals just to play neopets and my dad will usually start yelling at me to have my dinner! talking bout my dad, i miss him. i hardly even see him or talk to him and thats cos my parents are divorced. all you crazy fools.

i feel so bad whenever i think of the times when im so young and i throw my tantrums on him. i feel kinda sad when i think bout it. i was (or rather, i am) a spoilt brat! i will sulk whenever i cant get the things that i want (im not so bad now thou im stil like that sometimes!). whats worse, im always buying nonsense and things that practically so useless. i waste money on letterpads, notebooks, slippers of the same design but different colour, toys, stufftoys, colourpens and more more more! my dad has never say No to me in terms of satisfying my material needs. including things that i dont even need it and im obviously wasting his money. i even got him to get me a palmtop and I DONT EVEN FUCKING HELL NEED ONE.

i hate myself for being such a spoilt brat.
i hate myself for throwing my temper at my dad.
i hate myself for taking my dad for granted.

im feeling this whole rush of emo-ness after typing all these out. i dont even know i'll be typing all these shit out. gosh, i feeel like an idiot but its okay. thanks for reading! i think i'll sleep soon!

2006-12-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

what a day.

i havent see my darling, joy, for years and i miss her terribly! but guess what? the telepathy is still there! it gets really freaky when i know what shes thinking and she knows what im thinking. how amazing can it get? at least i know that shes really happy with her boyfriend now! i wanted to post a picture of that best friend of mine with her handsome boy but guess what? that idiotic girl said shes shy and asked me not to post it. -.- well, too bad for all of your eyes cos im sure you girls will go "aww, so sweet! i wish i have a boyfriend like hers!" after looking at the picture.

i miss sasa. even though i met up with her on sunday! :D
i dint see melissa for like sooo long! i miss her tooo.
oh oh, i also miss kewei and jiahui!

i miss like so many people. dint get to see these people much during the hols. people like 9irlfriends, jingying, izaidah, adele, rin, suf, zao and of cos, the list goes on and on and on!

hope to see all of you soon kay. (:

sayhai's leaving for wales later tonight!

2006-12-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

down down down.

caught "Girls Out Loud" on tv after shopping at tamp mall with mom. woke up at bout 3pm today and was supposed to go get school books with adam and mervyn but we ended up not getting cos we all woke up late just as expected.

mom wanted to send her spoilt nokia phone for repair but the person told her it'll be expensive and she might as well get a new phone. i think her luck has been really sucky these days. she lost her wallet and her phone is spoilt. how happy. okay, walked around and got a top from outfitters. also, a grey mango jeans and a basic top. the jeans' too long so sent it for alteration. collecting it next week! alrighttt.

i better get my school books soon!

2006-12-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

today was supposed to be the start of the dreaded tuition sessions but yea, it was cancelled in the end.

got ready and went out to meet my girl, sasa over at town! she was holding like hell lot of shopping bags and yes, that girl went on a major shopping spree again. walked around while she get her stuffs. saw adele and jingying working at takashimaya. left for wisma and sat down at starbucks to chill alil bit. asri, bryan, boo, mervyn and ballz came to find us then we set off to airport for dinner at popeyes. well, that was the initial plan but it was as crowded as hell. so we had our dinner at fish&co. instead. slacked at the viewing mall for a while then all left for home.

alright, i have a question.
is anyone out there willing to share their man or woman?

you know what? i think im willing.

2006-12-02T16:54:00.000+08:00

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finally, a new skin but im getting quite sick of it aldy. even thou its new! hey people, comment okay! i took like quite a long time to do it. -.-

okay, im quite pissed now.

yet another saturday spent at home. crashed at 6 in the morning and woke up as early as 2 in the afternoon. as usual, i pigged out at home watching some hongkong serial and yay, im left with one more espisode! mom's friends are coming over tonight for some mahjong and monsterous eating session.

alright, i quit my job yesterday and yesterday was my first day of work. it was terrible and i totally felt like shit. felt real bad bout quitting and it was as good as wasting kenneth's (our supervisor) time. they're really nice and cool people. after quitting, we ended up slacking our butts off at starbucks.

im so sick of my blogskin and i think its time to give it a change!

okay, im gna try to work on it now.

2006-11-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

went to meet clarissa at tanahmerah last night then went to plaza sing for dinner at pastamania. walked to cathay for Open Season movie premier. it was in the grand cathay threatre and they gave us free popcorns on the seat. i was so tired that i fell asleep halfway thru the movie and woke up just when the movie ended.

i was supposed to start work today! woke up late and i couldnt like bathe. -.- there were people fixing the toilets till 3plus 4 in the afternoon. watched some hongkong drama serial then got ready. met sayhai and terence downstairs. we bused to temasek poly for rugby match. temasek poly vs ite. it was exciting! in the end, temasek poly won. zakiah was there also but i dint see her till the end of the match!

left and went to bedok to meet ridhwan. waited for him for like sooo long then went to parkway for sakae! ordered and ate. lalala. went home after that as mom was in a bad mood cos she left her lv wallet in the cab. worse part was that there was 6k in it. (cold hard cash) plus her credit cards and id. sadsadsad. imagine the pain..

2006-11-29T15:21:00.000+08:00

im back from peerleader camp. nothing much. it was rather dry and boring. we went to labrador adventure camp on the second day of camp. did belaying till had blisters and the first few that i belayed were damn terrible. okay, then did flying fox also. my heart almost came out of my mouth. okay, blah blah. performance and cheer. movie screening.

i shall let the pictures do the talking.

them playing some games.
fatin the ROCKSTAR!

all taken on the first day. nadiah's face conquered my whole camera! lol.

yawn, bye.

2006-11-26T17:58:00.000+08:00

was supposed to go out with sister today but ended up having only dinner plans. waiting for her and her boyfriend to come back! im watching some hongkong serial right now and im feeling so bored at home. with nothing to do and no food to eat. sadsadsad. i wonder wheres everybody!

slept at 5plus this morning cos ridhwan came over last night for movie marathon thou we only caught 3 movies. thanks to his faulty coach carter dvd. other than that, we caught shes the man, the benchwarmers and the omen. watched alittle bit of mtv after that and he went home. its been quite a while since we last do something like this. yea, it was defintely great! :D

sasa's coming back tonight from genting if im not wrong. woo, sweet and im leaving for peerleader camp tmr aldy till wednesday. i havent even pack shit yet! its gna be such a busy week! joy, jiahui and me are starting work straight away after camp and wooo, i hope i get to see money rolling in! more money which means more shopping. heeh, lovelove.

2006-11-25T17:12:00.000+08:00

by the looks of it, i ended up not going to church again for the 3rd week. i was thinking thinking and it was aldy 4.14pm without me even realising it. i wasnt even ready. okay, dammit.

im pigging out at home trying to find something productive to do but yea, i dont know whats productive for me. watching tv, wasting my energy on the com/laptop and eating. thats what ive been doing. clarissa's at genting for more retail theraphy and im here in the uniquely sunny singapore. grrreat, im stuck at home and my gummybear supplies are getting lesser and lesser as every minute passes by. not to forget that my room is in a terrible terrible mess with cupnoodles, magazines, gummybear wrappers and princess hours vcd on the floooor.

on a lighter note, i'll get to be with my friends for peerleader camp next week. (monday, tuesday and wednesday). hope to have alot of pictures to pooooost when im back. zzz, i dont even know what to bring for the camp and duh, i hope its fun!

kay, what a stupid post.

2006-11-25T13:20:00.000+08:00

so like i totally forgot to blog yesterday while watching my princess hours. yawn to the boring parts of the show that i fell asleep on one big pillow on the floor. sadsadsad but i found myself on the bed when i wake up.

yesterday was alright. spent my whole afternoon at home watching princess hours and gosh, i just feeel like killing myself at that point of time cos it was just so sweet. rin had to spoil it all cos he was at my bus stop, met him and we took bus to simpang. okay, we're like the early birds! suf, marcus, kewei and claire came. BUT joy, mels, jiahui stil havent! so waited for them till damn hungry. okay, they came. we all eatttttt. wanted to go for ice-cream at airport but decided not to. so walked home from simpang. rin and me had mcflurry near my place. then he left, then im home. continued with my princess hours.

was talking to nadiah hatta just now. shes off to watch her prisonbreak and she ask me to blog bout her. okay, so like after so long. everything's finally over and im really really glad. no more fights and quarrels aldy. :D i love her la k. 9irlfriends alsooooo. =)

i wonder what am i going to do later. shit, lazy. i need to eradicate my laziness cos its killing the hell out of me. i hope i wont be lazy and go to church later.

2006-11-24T02:34:00.000+08:00

loooool, im a lunatic.

im having this stupid laughing fit on my own right in front of the tv and the laptop in my room. i feeeel really stupid right now. omg, sooo stupid. im watching princess hours and chatting on msn now.

princess hours is really really draggy at parts and the beginning of the show is damn boring. but okay. its getting nicer and nicer! I BURST OUT INTO LAUGHTER WHILE WATCHING COS I THINK ITS SO DAMN BLOODY FUNNY. AHHHHH, soo handsome. gosh, im an idiot. -.-

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
kay, what a stupid post.

ridhwannnnnn. :D

2006-11-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

joy sent me some old pictures of us. damn, it was horrid.

woke up damn early in the morning just to go over to grandma's shop. decided to sell the leftover old clothes and manage to get some money. yes baby, just when im so broke. wooo, i settled my november and december pledge aldy. talking bout church, i havent been to church for like 2 weeks aldy and k, i am so freaking lazy.

went out for lunch with grandma and grandpa then went back to the empty shop to sleeeep, watch tv and read my book. loool, i was practically lazing around and snacking on seaweeeds. mom came and we had dinner and left for home. what a dayyyyyyy.

ive been sneezing so much that i think my eyeballs are dropping out.

2006-11-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

wah, i hate period. its so bloody and.. okay, nvm i will not elaborate here.

so like i lazed around at home and watched princess hours. make my maid to re-do my nails and made her go get chips and seaweeds for me. okay, what life. got ready and went out. saw rin while walking to the bus stop! dint see him for like soooo long. okkkay, so i met mels and jiahui at marina square cos i was too bored. met them around 8 when i told them i'll meet them at 6 plus. walked around abit, nothing much. those two girls went shopping before i meet them.

okay, they went home while i went raffles place to wait for dad and sister to pick me. went for dinner at lagoon. here i am now, sitting in front of the computer feeling all bored. ):

and shit, im down with flu.
yeayeayeayeayeayea. hello.

2006-11-21T23:54:00.000+08:00

HELL-0.

pictures from the other day.
woke up so early in the morning and went to meet joy, mels, jiahui and sasa for job interview at shaw centre. okay, we got the job so we're starting work next week. i hope i get lots and lots of money cos you know, i went out with $12 and with $28 in my bank account. feeling lousy enough, the total amount of money adds on to how lousy i feel. walked around and accompanied sasa to do her shopping. walked and walked. im so glad nothing really caught my eye when we're in town if not, i'll really suffer. went to bugis to meet kewei. dint see her for so long, i miss her so much. so like we walked at bugis street again. they bought stuffs then we went to starbucks to slack and rest our legs. joy and kewei left after that. sasa's shopped somemore. bought this outfitter tanktop cos its darn cheap. sister and boyfriend came. she paid the black shorts that i reserved at m)phosis then walked somemore. sasa, mels and jiahui left for home. while we went to bugis street again to get this light grey skirt that i wanted. tried finding some nice bags but no dont haveeee.

dad came to pick us up and send us home. he gave me 50.
i think i must really control my expenditure and restrict myself.

waaaaah, youre an idiotttttt. ):
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2006-11-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

hellooo.

woke up and met alyssa at tanahmerah then we walked to school together for peerleader meeting. discussed bout the camp and plannings then fatin, nadiah and me started cam-whoring. okay, its damn funny. ros and nad fought then fatin joined in! i have the videoooos. after that, fatin, zakiah, ros, nadiah, alyssa and me went simpang to eat then lichin came to meet us. left home and met up with fatin, zak, ros and lichin at tamp interchange. left for temasek poly to watch rugby match. combined ITE vs republic poly. dint finish the match, left at the second half of the game to meet mom!

took a cab to cathay to find her at benn's. i did not have money so benn came down to pay for my cabfare. loool. mom was doing treatment then mom suddenly asked if i want to dye my hair. so yea, dyed parts of it brown. that benn refused to dye the whole head cos i told him im gna have camp next weeek. then he went to cut my hair. okay, i think i like it. lol.

mom and me went dinner after that at joochiat. her boyfriend came then ate together. went to his "cyber cafe" for a while then left for homeeee.

loool, the rest of the pictures are way too retarded.

so this is me and my mom.
with my dyed-abit-of-brown haircut and her weeks-ago-permed hair with a cute bump.

somehow, she just reminds me of elvis presley.

2006-11-19T23:00:00.001+08:00

(edit)
ohyeah, haha. i forgot to blog that i got a pair of shorts.
heeh.

angryangryangry.
sadsadsad.
diediedie.
hellhellhell.

i spent my day with mels and jiahui today. we went parkway and bought our stuffs at watson then we accompanied mels to have lunch. parkway was boring so we decided to go to bugis. tried finding the topshop spag at the bugis outlet but wth, no size again! shopped around at bugis street. walked and tried finding nice skirts. found one but the shop that has the lower and lowest price did not have my size! so yea, i shall wait till the new stock comes in. had dinner at the bugis cafe. sat around for a while and took some pictures. 12-ed home after that. jiahui and me started smiling and smiling to this uncle in the bus beside ours. when the bus move, we gave the uncle a flying kiss. -.- okay, pictures.

hi, i was chingchong for that very moment.
okay theres more actually but feel like uploading it another day.
so yea, thats alllll.

2006-11-19T02:37:00.000+08:00

okay hi. i feel the need to blog now cos im feeling so uncomfy.
caught Just Friends just now and it was yea, average. not a MUST-catch for me.

blah blah blah.
are you playing? you know what, its affecting me alot and my heart definitely feels heavy. how irritating can this get. or mayb, we just lost the spark.
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~!@#$%^&*()_=-+
n o m o r e s p a r k . to hell with you.

2006-11-18T23:18:00.000+08:00

HELLOO ALL.

i dint go to church yet again. -.-
i stayed at home the whole afternoon just lazing and pigging out on leftover chips. i feel so sad for myself but its okay. mom came back from overseas and guess what? i dont even know where she go or rather, i dont even know she went overseas. loool. supposed to go dinner with wan but he had rugby matches so cancelled. went dinner with mom instead at joo chiat for some porridge steamboat. head to parkway after that to like walk around and find something niceee.

what a day! i saw this pretty spag from topshop but theres no size6. damndamndamn.
i saw this nice black shorts from m)phosis but theres no sizeS. damndamndamn.
sadsadsad please. ):

then walked somemore and both mom and me got levis jeans for ourselves.
okay, i gtg now for movies at tamp mall. blog again later.

2006-11-17T20:58:00.000+08:00

i dint get to see sasa today and i miss her terribly. ):

woke up damn bloody early today cos of some dumbass phonecall.
tried going back to sleep then got a call from aly to go for some interview.

got ready and went out to meet her while she hopped onto the train. reached orchard and we couldnt find the building so we walked and walked. interviewed for Guess outlets as some sales associate or something. took a bus to shaw house and had lunch then walked somemore. went to meet joy, mels and jiahui at heeren. then after much deciding, we decided to slack at starbucks. chatted alot then aly left for home. joy and me continue talking while mels and jh continue reading their magazines. we left the place and was approached by some DBS people to take a free photo and dammit, i look so horrid in it. its ugly memories i tell you. i'll stil upload it thou. heeh.

okay, what ugly memories. train-ed home!

2006-11-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

the belated birthday boy! :D

whoaaakay. 12.41am.

blogged that im gna go for dinner! hm, to celebrate mervyn's birthday. met up with the people.

mervyn himself, ridhwan, clarissa, boo, sofian, adam, sham, luciana, bryan, kingston, asri, shikin, haojie, siva, amira and shannon.

okay, thats quite alot of people. had a real hard time deciding where to eat for dinner. then we all decided on swensens! we all had main courses plus mervyn, wan, sofian and me shared a giant earthquake! damn fuuuull! okay, so asri ordered a firehouse happy birthday or whatever for mervyn then we all sang him a song and toast and all. darn funny. sofian was getting all excited bout the ice-cream and food! erm, after dinner. the guys + luci went for movie, Step Up. decided to give it a miss and left home with sasa and sofian!

our GIANT earthquake. -.-

whoa, look at sofian. so darn excited bout the earthquake. HAHA.

2006-11-16T15:14:00.000+08:00

okay. i havent been online for like two days i guess? i tell you, suf and rin missed me!

before i start blogging.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERVYN MY BESTFRIEND! :D
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RIDHWAN. :D (15 nov)

tuesday (14nov)
okay went to sch in the morning to do some crazy amaths ace-learning. then left sch and went home to get ready. met asri, mervyn and adele, went to town to find presents! junrong came to find us then had lunch at mosburger after much deciding. walked and walked somemore. finally got wan's presents! wah, tell you. asri and me spent like alot on that day. okay, we had dinner at pastamania then walked somemore and got mervyn's present. then we all left for home.

wednesday (15nov)
its wan's birthday! went to sentosa for celebration! we met at bedok mac at like damn early. all supposed to meet at 6.30am but ended up waiting till 8 something.
ridhwan, mervyn, clarissa, shikin, amelia, bryan, boo, sofian, sanjeev, adam and asri.
went to siloso beach! walked and walked. then played volleyball. the boys went into the water then made sasa and me wet! rah, okay then got dragged down into the water! haha. sasa was trying to teach me how to trap water and i couldnt do it at all. okay, damn funny.
fcuk la okay. damn.
ballz, fareez, finn, azri and farid came.
they all played soccer then it started raining. like wth but it was just passing cloud. then the rain stopped then continued playing. blah blah blah. mervyn gave wan a girl's thong. then they made him wear it and run into the sea! haha. a pity i couldnt snap any pictures of him! if not i'll post it up here. HAHA. okay, joking. then yea, went to bathe and all. fatin, fathi and khai came. then all went to habourfront to have dinner. the boys were all damn hungry! okay, then went home. darn tirrred. oh and guess what? im burnt like an red egg again. ):

look at the dark clouds!

okay thats bout it. dint really snap alot of pictures!

gna go out later for dinner later with the guys.

2006-11-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

okay, so i started my first day of work for some sales thing.
i felt really stupid thou. worked with sufyan and joy at bugis OG.
no sales but theres this one potential sales. lol.

so we approached people and got rejected straight at the face! doubt we're gna continue working that job. so we'll start another job hunting again! haha. lalalala.

i need to go back to sch on tuesday, thursday and friday for 2 hours of amaths lesson each. dammit cos i skipped 6 hours of amaths last week and now i need to complete the 6 hours! ugh, okay. nvm.

2006-11-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

ooookay i am sooo tired.
eyes hurt like crazy.

on a lighter note, wan's back from vietnam todayyy!

so yesterday i went out at bout evening to meet serene. walked around and had dinner with ruini as well. then met sister at cineleisure. the initial plan was to catch a movie but the timings were wrongwrongwrong. so we decided to go kbox and sing our hearts out. lol. yea, kbox-ed till 1plus in the morning then went to hongkong cafe for some dimsum! head home and sleep at bout 3am.

okay, i dint go to church today. woke up bout 6+ am. i was so freaking tired. got ready, went out then met sasa at tanahmerah. went to grandma's shop to sell old clothes that we dont want anymore. walau, sold it at a damn low price! sadsadsad. earned some money and fulfilled my nov's pledge aldy! left for town with sasa after that. walked and had pepperlunch for lunch. it was raining so heavily! walked to wisma and it was like human jam! caught a DOA at shaw house. the movie was like quite short but nice! walked around isetan after that. bought a spag from topshop and bought two bras! <3

walked to taka. decided to sit at coffeebean and rest our legs! so yea, chatted and all. went home after that.

i am sooo broke. i need to practise ALOT of self-control and restrict myself not to spend so much. my pathetic bank account is left with $14. this is soo bloody pathetic. ):

2006-11-10T15:35:00.000+08:00

hi, i am so bored that i decided to blog.

so the year is coming to an end and all of us moving up together to sec4. time really flies and soon, we're gna take our Olevels and leave the school! i stil vividly remember complaining to everyone bout how much i hated my class (3C) cos its filled with irritating boys and with only 13 girls in it at the beginning of the year. not having any close friends in it but im glad that i have izaidah, shamyn and jingying with me. i thought my class would be so stupid and boring but no, im wrong. terribly wrong. 3C turned out to be a really fun-loving class filled with veryvery loud people! we're always getting into trouble together and the boys are always cracking those not-funny-but-actually-very-funny jokes that really crack all of us up. we're always so noisy that we've received many complaints from many teachers but somehow, we just cant seem to give a damn. also, with a oh so cute form teacher, ms hoori, who gets nervous everytime we stress her up. when we're noisy and inattentive, she'll go " THIS IS A PERPETUAL PROBLEM!" then all of us will start laughing. always going against this particular teacher and complaining non-stop bout that teacher every now and then. it has all been real fun! i loveee 3C and we're gna be 4C next year! soooo fast. haha.

hm, i love all my friends! even after the quarrels and fights! quarrels and fights between friends are inevitable and it makes the friendship and bond stronger somehow? i think? haha.

okay, this post is sooo bloody random please!

2006-11-10T00:55:00.000+08:00

hi, i just decided to do this. so bored.

You need to score 30 and below to be an angel.
1. Smoked before
2. Drunk alcohol before
3. Slept with someone of the opposite sex
4. Slept with someone of the same sex
5. Gotten into any fights
6. Kissed someone of the opposite sex
7. Kissed someone of the same sex
8. Had someone in your room of the opposite sex
9. Scolded vulgarities
10. Bought porn
11. Take drugs before medicine
12. Hate going to the doctor's
13. Lied to your parents
14. Lied to a friend
15. Snuck out of the house
16. Done something illegal
17. Cut yourself
18. Hurt someone
19. Wished someone to die
20. Seen someone die
21. Missed curfew
22. Stayed up all night
23. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24. Been to a therapis
25. Been to a rehab
26. Dyed your hair
27. Received a ticket
28. Been in a wreck
29. Been to a club
30. Been to a bar
31. Been to a wild party
32. Seen the Mardi Gras
33. Had a fight
34. Had a spring break in Florida
35. Sniffed anything
36. Wore black nail polish
37. Wore wristbands
39. Wore black eyeliner
40. Own a 50 cent CD
41. Hugged someone of the opposite sex
42. Hugged someone of the same sex
43. Gone out with someone of the same sex
44. Gone out with someone of the opposite sex
45. Stole something
46. Been too drunk to remember anything
47. Blacked out
48. Fainted
49. Had a crush on your neighbour
50. Had someone else snuck into your room
51. Snuck into someone else's room
52. Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53. Had gone and watched movies with friends
54. Dry humped someone
55. Been called a slut (im not sure bout this, but yea.)
56. Called someone a slut
57. Installed speakers in your car
58. Broke a mirror
59. Showered at someone of the opposite sex's house
60. Brushed your teeth with someone else's brush
61. Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62. Seen an R rated movie in theaters
63. Gone out with friends to the mall
64. Skipped school
65. Had an eating disorder
66. Had hurt yourself before
67. Gone to court
68. Walked out of a restaurant without paying
69. Caught something on fire
70. Lied about your age
71. Owned an apartment
72. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73. Cheated with someone
74. Got in trouble with the police
75. Talked to a stranger
76. Hugged a stranger
77. Kissed a stranger
78. Rode in the car with a stranger
79. Been sexually harassed
80. Been verbally harassed
81. Met face to face with someone you met online
82. Stayed online for 12 hours straight
83. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
84. Watched TV for 12 hours straight
85. Been to a fair
86. Been called a bad influence
87. Cursed
88. Prank called someone
89. Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90. Cheated on a test
91. Cheated on homework
92. Held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93. Want to be dead
94. Cut yourself before
95. Hate yourself
96. Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97. *NOT VALID*
98. Worn eyeliner
99. Skinny dipped
100. Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt

lol, im quite angelic after all thou my damn score is 41.
okay, whattttever. yawn, so boring.

2006-11-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

okay, joy and me finally cleared whatever the air.
its no longer hazey now or whatever you call it.

both of us have been rather irritated with each other and we've been keeping it all inside without telling anyone or each other. can you ever imagine? both of us are like sliently wanting to kill each other. how sad. both of us talked bout it just now and realised that we're irritated with each other for quite a while but its over some petty issues. shes so evil to me but okay, im just as bad. i secretly wanted her to trip and fall just now so that i could laugh at her. im so bloody glad that we're alright with each other now! shes my bestfriend forever and i love her many. :D

kay, went training today at clarke quay again and i think we're starting work on monday. last minute, shamyn couldnt make it so we go ahead with the plan. then harry woke up damn late! so he rushed down to meet us while we wait for him to start the training together. blah blah.

joy and me went to meet mel at plaza sing while suf and harry went home. had dinner and yea, chatted alot. walked around then walked to cathay for ben&jerry's. not forgetting, mel and me got new havianas! we took prints! then took a train home...

15months.

2006-11-08T19:41:00.000+08:00

alright, i decided to blog.

kay, went to catch deathnote yesterday with sasa, suf, rin, zao and ronald at tamp mall. i almost died in the threatre cos it was freezing cold and my bladder was at the extreme. lol. the movie was alright and i cant wait for deathnote; the last name to come out during december! the thrailer was &^%*!@ exciting please.

okay, went to school for POA lessons today. then left to clarke quay for job training with shamyn, joy, harry and suf. it was okay, rather dry at times. stil abit confuse bout the charges and blah blah. i doubt you all know what im talking bout anyways. kay, went home!

more trainings tmr. sadsadsad.

wan called me on monday night from vietnam! :D